an email i was gonna write to a girl who i started an online relationship with

Hey!
I found some time here (at school) and wanted to wwrite u a few things:
1) You said that u think quite often about marriage and children...That's fine and perfectly normal, just why did you bring it up around me? I still want to party and have fun. I know that's what ur all about so why ruin the situation by bringing up such serious issues like marriage and kids???
2) You said that ur not really relaxed all the time - in fact i understood that u were saying that ur constantly worrying and nervous...I dont need that noise in my life, know what I'm saying??? I need to be around relaxed people...because I'm the one who's usually uptight...Most of my good friends throughtout life have been the relaxed types - I get along w those way better than w the uptight nervous types. So please clear that up for me, bc if ur an uptight type I think it's better that we dont get together - just so we dont waste each other's time...
3) You're always deppressed and shit. Snap the fuck out of it. I'm the one who's always depressed and I hate being around depressed people bc they depress me even more. So if ui really r uptight and depressed than at least dont tell me about it and make sure it's not noticeable if u want to get together. ok?

Obviously (to whom?? to me!) I didnt send this to her nor would I for 2 reasons:
1) Because it's not %100 true. I am overplaying certain characteristics I thought I picked up on...Like she's really not always depressed...she just seems like it - she never actually says so explicitly. Maybe I read alittle too much into her posts - it is web-chat after all.
2) This is a slightly despicable letter. U don't tell someone to "snap the fuck out of it" unless they've done something direly wrong. And there was no wrongdoing in this case...In general, I think I might have been taking out my frustrations on her in this letter. Maybe I'M the one who cant deal with my anxiety and the uncertaity of my future so I'm pretending that it's someone else and I'm giving it to them when I should b giving it to myself!